[Verse 1] I face blunts, not problems— That’s my problem— Mad at myself 'cause I hurt my momma. Sad at the fact that I ain't changed for dollars— Act like I'm fine, but I just drink to hide it. Pain subsided— I need help, but I can’t find it. I need time to find new options... Told everybody I’m fine, I got it. [Pre-Chorus] Why I act like I got it when I’m fallin’? Why I laugh it off while my soul is callin’? I keep goin' in circles, scared to slow... I keep sayin’ I’m fine, but it’s harder to show. [Chorus] I’m stuck in a dilemma, can’t find the way out— Drownin’ in my thoughts, but I’m scared to shout. Feelin' like I’m runnin’, but I don’t know where... Told myself I’m fine, but I’m not prepared. [Verse 2] I push away the ones who care, afraid to let them in, Tears behind closed doors, but I wear this grin. Momma’s cryin', I know I did her wrong— This heavy heart, it’s been here for too long. I take a hit, let it burn, and let it numb— My thoughts, my regrets, they all start to come. I need to let go but I’m scared to release, Trapped in this cycle, can't find no peace. [Pre-Chorus] Why I act like I got it when I’m fallin’? Why I laugh it off while my soul is callin’? I keep goin' in circles, scared to slow... I keep sayin’ I’m fine, but it’s harder to show. [Chorus] I’m stuck in a dilemma, can’t find the way out— Drownin’ in my thoughts, but I’m scared to shout. Feelin' like I’m runnin’, but I don’t know where... Told myself I’m fine, but I’m not prepared. [Bridge] I’m torn between the things I want and what’s good for me, Chasin’ empty highs, but I can’t set me free... Momma says I’m lost, I can’t see the way— I tell her I’m fine, but that’s just what I say. [Chorus/Outro] I’m stuck in a dilemma, can’t find the way out— Drownin’ in my thoughts, but I’m scared to shout. Feelin' like I’m runnin’, but I don’t know where... Told myself I’m fine, but I’m not prepared. I’m stuck in a dilemma, stuck in my own mind— Can’t leave this behind, can’t leave it all behind.